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October 03 amazingthese days i went to church for feast tabernacle, it's a mazing to feel God's Spirit moving in midst of saints. oh i love Jesus, sometimes i feel i was away from God, but i never wanna leave God's presence, cause that make me fear, because without God iam lost, i am totally lost, i dot know other peopl have this feeling or not, but i do, i want to take a deep walk with Jesus, and i want Him to lead my life, i want to follow Jesus' steps, i know sometit easy, but everything we must make effort, because if we want to be happy but we dot want to do the things will make us happy, how can we gooa get be happier. so not just listen to God's word but act it out, for God is Mighty and He will guide you through everything. Praise God for everything. and thank Him for everything you have and you lose.God bless!!! August 25 Jesus concern about meI just sit in the room talk to my mom, I tell my mom how tender and concern about Jesus, I am a single lady, sometime I do feel lonely but Jesus our God like my friend always there for me, HE speak to me tenderly, and make me feel so cheer up and sometime He make me feel like I am at His arms, even I am alone in this world but I am not lonely in His presence! Sometime I even feel so amazed how caring He is! He use very simple but concern language and speak direct to my heart, even sometime I do not have question, but I just ask Him to talk to me, HE ask me what I want to know, but I just want to hear His voice, that strength me all the time! I do not know where is my future, but I do know, He work all thing for good for my life, I am so so moved sometimes, just by His little concern of me. I know no one in this world will make me feel this way. No one in this world can compare the love He gives to me! I just want to say I love Jesus , HE is my Lord and my friend and my soul-mate August 24 amazing graceToday I send my car to fix. On the way back, I can not stop myself to sing the song amazing grace, the same time my tears just fall! How awesome our God Jesus Christ! People never understand my feeling, they think I am crazy and mad, but I just want to say that’s my feeling for God change me with love. For I am a sinner before, and I know how bad I am, I know how terrible when I sometimes feel I hate all the people around me and I hate this world, but God change me without say I am bad, but He touch my heart with love, he taught me in this world there is a love I never know never experienced, now I quite understand now why sometimes we feel lonely, if it’s like before I even do not care, I just wish my boyfriend can be my side and fill he emptiness, but I was wrong, like my friend said even when we have someone on our side we still feel lonely, that’s true! The emptiness only God’s love can fill it, that’s people never want to know and never want to touch it!
God give me the amazing grace sometimes I even feel I do not deserve it, I feel I am not perfect to receive God’s gift, that’s all the time I feel like I am so stupid so bad so…everything on me just not worthy God to give me blessing! I want to be the servant of God all the time, if just sit at corner to look at Him; I feel my life and my whole body will be lift up! God is awesome, the more time I spend my life with Him, the more I want to be like Him, He is my Hero, that I could never imagine will come and save me from all the passed suffering sorrow and damage I done in my life, but He did come and He reach out His hands and pull me out that bad situation, I love Him with all my heart my soul, I can not imagine if I live my life without Him, I will be lost totally lost! People will not understand, but I do, it’s very simple, from the moment you know who Jesus is, and How He loved us, you will understand my feelings. Just because of Him I learn how to love other people I know I must walk in His presence and His righteousness!
He is my teacher , my friend , my hope , my desire , my soul-mate, my life bread, my dream, everything I need to make my wish come true. I always tell people maybe you are not understand now, but one day you will be like me, because when we live a life for Jesus, we will not go back to the life we used to be, if you can you can, but I can not. I cant live like that kind of suffering and pain, now I am free, I am free to hold Jesus’ hand, and fly with Him to the new future and new destiny. My life is changed, but it changed the best way I will never dream or thinks it will like this. But God is awesome God, nothing is impossible to Him, all we need to do is just trust Him with all our strength and all our hear and all our soul, how easy to do that!
My friends and brother and sisters, life start the moment you want change, the moment you want to accept the love from heaven and it’s for free!!! Haha..i received it, and I wish all the people one day also will receive it, you will understand my feelings about all the things I experienced. It’s amazing, life became amazing, when the moment you feel the grace from God!
God bless everyone, one day all of you will know what the heavenly love make you feel!(^_^) August 20 be patient in God timingwhen our prayer cell finish, i really feel God is awsome. sometimes we are not patient with God's Time, we always wish everything can be done now or tomorrow! but God have a better and best plan for you, so do not rush, sometimes i also like to rush, but God always tell me not! for my life now, i always ask God's direction, no one understand, even sometimes when we came back from outside we check the lock of the big gate is open or not, i always ask God, He tell me no, and my papa check it, it's locked. i always trust Him with my little questions, for God is so merciful, He never feel angry or unpatient with me, if i ask anything He always answer me , that make me so joyful, cause if i ask many question for example my friend or my teacher maybe will think i am a disturb person but God is always there be patient with me never say stop asking. i love Jesus not from my lips but from bottom of my heart! for He is always there for me i have nothing in this world but i have Him in my life and have His promise in heaven. so sometimes i really ask myself what i am looking for? it's His presence!
i am not a perfect person, even sometimes i feel He is so kind to me and i dot deserve that kind of Love, but Jesus always be there and encourage me, when i feel down, one day i was crying because some personal problem, i ask why i am crying, He tall me 'because you are sad' i just want to laugh, and i tell God i say i can not make it i can not live like this i could not let this thing pass, He tell me ' you CAN' i said yes Lord, but How? He tell me 'seek my word' i ask which word? He tell me ' first seek the kingdom of God, others shall be add to you.' at the end i could not feel sad any more, cause God make me so joyful i know i was wrong again, just during that time i was blind, but He make me SEE.
and aother time is internet company said i did not pay the money i tell them the truth, i paid, but they do not believe me, i just ask God why? He tell me ' for my name's sake' then i was laugh again.
for God is so awsome, and i rather leave my life for Him, HE take total control of my life, i am not worry anything. i Love Him, but my love is just so small, but God's love is big big anf big..even sometime you could not imagine what's coming in your life. you can not imagine what will you respect!
my brother ans sisters i love you , but my love is so small you even not notice it, but God's merciful love will give you the best future you can never respect, be patient in His time and seek His word and look up and see His glory, His love will lighting your eyes!
love the Lord with all your heart all your mind, and all your strength, if you love yourself so much please open your door for Jesus to come in, then you can love yourself properly, cause HE will make you so loveABLE.
God Bless you when you read this article(^_^) August 15 revelation from unrespectthese days something happen to my life, i even could not use my computer, last night i pray i want to use pc to write my testimony. praise God my pc is working today!everytime we go through a hard time even personal life but most of them are test of God, and only God will help us go out the situation! now i belong to God always, He take fully control of my life,all i need to do is ask HIm for answer for everything always! because when we have personal issue or business issue, we cant see the full image of the issue, we are blind, but God make us see the truth in our life, some people maybe will lost control but some people maybe get a revelation from that, but only that make us grow and only that make us feel like we are in control of GOD's Mighty Hands!i love Jesus, He is my LOrd of my life and every cell of my body will look to God! for GOd is good He always guide me into a bright way and better future!without Him i am nothing i even dot have breathe dot have life, just a dust, but God give out HIS spirit to us , so we could be like Him became the son or daughter of God!Praise Lord!!!i love my life so much for GOd have promise to my life always, so i must know one day i will live a life just worship HIM always!
no one respect something that hurtful or unhappiness, but from the unrespect things what your focus will go?i will go to God!how about you? everything that happen to our life always have reason,sometime it's the truth side of your life you never see it by your self, but God is good, He make us see that, so we can be lifeted up instead of going down!
my brother and sister sometimes we do have hardship during we live on this planet, but sometime it's test from God, so always HOLD ON to HIM, cause only Him can make our life go beyond the edge of universe, if you only put your faith on HIM!!!!!!
Praise God always!!!!!!!
live a life that full of thanksgiving, you will know in your eyes the world can be another image you never respect! August 08 Good ArticleGod's Spirit Heals Suffering, by Skye Noe For someone my age, (I’m an experienced 26 year old) I have had more accidents leading to injuries than anyone I have ever met. Broken bones, multiple cuts that required stitches, scars, pulled muscles, compression fractures of my vertebra, surgeries, separated ribs, and the list could go on. It seems that my body has been put through the ringer and I'm still relatively young. Some days when I'm really feeling the pain of my past injuries, I am refreshed when I think of God's Spirit. I'm thankful that he has given within each of us a spirit that doesn’t damage and can’t be broken. God has blessed each of us with the promise that one day these weary bodies will pass away, leaving only the perfect spirit. We can rest in a place where there will be no tears and no pain. “I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us” (Romans 8:18). ..God’s purpose for our life; He desires for us to live with out suffering. It's also comforting to know that God never intended for us to grow old and die. He never desired for us to feel the pain of age and death, but through our own faults we are the cause of our suffering. This is comforting because it reveals God’s purpose for our life; He desires for us to live with out suffering. God made this possible by sending His son Jesus to take the place of our affliction. By His love and Grace God made it possible for us to shed these earthly bodies and spend eternity with Him. “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 6:23). We all relate to physical pain differently. There are some people who rarely get sick, never experience broken bones, and live life without a scratch. On the other hand there are people who fight some of the worst diseases and illnesses this world has to offer. They deal with pain daily on a level that I can’t even imagine. The joy found in Christ is that no matter what level of suffering we endure in this life, there is a day when we can live at peace. Christ offers his healing spirit to all who chose to accept it. There are no promises of physical healing, but there is a guarantee of spiritual healing. July 30 Do not blame God for everything,for we are the sinners and sin against ourselftoday i talked to someone on net, he just want to see my face from web cam,but i refuse.
when i try to talk with him about Jesus Christ, he give me some words in my opinion that that he blame God for everything that happen in this world. i just feel how stupid the worldly people is. why i say that because, people always blame GOd or other people for everything in their life goes wrong, but they never blame theirself, they think they are perfect, they can control everything, that's why on the net people watch all the sexually movies or pictures for their hobby, but they never think it's wrong, they never think they should stop. even the war, people blame God for not help people stop the war, but if the people really know God they will stop, because God is love and He tell us to love our enemies, if we love one another and obey God's word, how can a war start? think about it brother and sisters, we need to solve the problem we have, we must first hate the sin and so we can love righteousness.
many people just love this worldly thing so much they ignore God, and think God can not do miracles in our life. that's so stupid thinking, i did not mean to say this word, but look all over the world, many people depends on God and God heal their broken heart and heal the sickness and people change, like me.
sometimes people always think they need a sign from God, or to see God' face, they will then believe, but how great when you can 'see' the invisible God and believe, that's the miracle start from your heart begins.
i believe God with all my heart and my soul, i wish all over the world the lost souls can be saved. just one simple choice, choose God is your friend and Savior, your world will start change. my world change, that's i never believed, but i do change!!God do miracles in my life.God give me new hope and new future! i am filled with joy in my heart. For God is love, He will continue His journey to find the lost souls, so when He come to you, please let Our KING come in, and live!!!!
my friends please stop to blame God and one another, try to think about your life, sometimes change start to take responsibility, and to see our 'sin' in truth!!!!
i know many people will repent, because i know in many people's heart there is a secret place called LOVE!!!!!!God Bless everyone read God's word and accept God's change in their life!!!!! July 24 Draw near to GodDraw near to God!my dear friends, these days i just found many people disappeared from church especially from Home cell.that make people so sad, here i just want to tell people go to church iy's not for other people,it's just for yourself, becasue when you think Sunday you satnd at God's temple and prase Lord Jessus Christ, how beautiful you let this world be! we feel the Holy Spirit move from people to people and we see tears and we see the joy, we see all the shaken body.HOw powerful our God is!!!Dot you wanna join us became one of God's child forever and have enternal life with our God Jesus Christ!I do!!! everytime in church we see God do miracles for people be healed and broke the curse of people's family, how awsome of our God, i Love Him, i think all of you do!bause we serve a very awsome God.always draw near to God and He will draw near to you!think about it if someone have eternal and extreamly Power and He also always be your side, how come you dot love Him, He want to make us the superman, and He did! He bless us lots of gift. He give us the spirit of God, so we can live like Him and always in His righteousness!Praise the Lord!!!!thank God for everything!
my brother and sister please to come back to His arm enjoy His love and peace!!!! July 20 it's time to go Home welcome Homeeveryday i listen to the worship music and all the time i feel God use music to touch my heart and He change me all the time, my eyes always full of tears.God is amazing. but these days i feel i am such a bad sinner, i even feel like i do not deserve the love of God.i feel down i angry with myself why i always sin always, if i do not sin or have a sinnful thought seems like i am not myself. but i know when situation is come i do not make right choice,coz i choose sin instead of the right God.i prasie the Lord ask Him to forgive me,ask Him to help me control myself,Jesus shed His blood to clean me,i thank Him, but i also Know God with me i know when i sin i always feel guilty and know i was wrong, that's God's wisdom help me..thank GOD prasie the LORD.
everytime i saw someone is full of passion when they talk about Jesus.i always feel i am like a doll do not know more about Jesus,even sometimes feel myself it's stupid, but God is there He encourage me and help me go through the door, so when i pass the door it's a bright and wild field that full of love and peace and inspiraation.we are human i do have human nature, and God is so merciful and He forgive us all the time and He direct me a way that full of light..He lift me up to a new level while i struggle.He is so amazing and i thank Him for Help me all the time.it's life experience that know someone is always there to tell you raise up and you can do it when you fall on the road, that is God,our God is the one and only one can help and give us new strength when we in trouble.so brother and sisters, we are children of God, we belong to Him from the day He made us, why everyone want to leave His arm and i want to be in His arm all the timei wish all the people in this world feel the same like me..i want to go up not down,i know the best feeling to fly high not fly down.
God want us to come Home, it's time my bother it's ok we make mistakes, i also a sinner, i even sometimes do more evil thought,but God our Father forgive us all the time and welcome us Home, He has been travel all over the world for us to find us to take us Home, so let us take some action and let our Father have a rest.i love Him and He love us more than anything in this world, why do not take His light and find our way HOME.....Welcome Home!!! July 16 God save me from being hatredtoday i went to church, be honest with myself i feel so away from God these days. and i do not know why? and when pator Harold preaching the seromon,there is one i should mention here.matthew5:21-22 'you have heard that it was sai to those of old, "you shall not murder, and whoever murders will be in danger of judgement." 22but i say to you that whoever is angry with his brother withot a cause shall be in danger of judgement.' just that moment i thought about somedays ago i have an issue with my father and i was so agry with him, i even think about him that when i was little he never come to my life,my heart that time full of hatred.then i remember that when my friend Niek come to talk with me about if i was receive the mercy from God how can my heart full of hatred to hate my father,i was so so so wrong, then after service i confess and pray, and i know my dear Lord will forgive me and my heart is full of joy again. then i realise that it's me sin make me far away from God's mercy and Love.God is Love how can i full of hatred that's close to satan not God. i thank God that He make me realsie i was wrong then He is there look after me, and forgive me. sometimes we must be patient to God,and God is also patient with us. God want us to use the mercy to give also other people so they will also feel the love of God. it's a deep breath i know i return to God's arm.thank God thank for everything He done in my life.God is awsome!!!!!!
now i undersntad to listen to God's word not jus look pass, but receive into your heart, then when you read bible it will change your world, trust me and trust God ,nothing is impossible to God,Let Him control of your life,you will see the best part of life,your eyes will full of light,cause we serve a great meriful God.God is awsome.He done great job to me, and He will done great job to the whole world He created.
so what you wish for now if He is the one can really take us to heaven and bring joy to our heart and make our life beautiful, what are you waithing for?
hear the knock on the door, open it, Guess what?Jesus Christ is coming to your house your life, He is kind love and full of grace, He come to give the grace to your family and your house. how great that is!!!all God's children open the door let our Kin Jesus come in. He will love you forever and never leave you in one sec. Trust Him!!!!!!!becasue He is Good!!!!!!!Jesus is awsome!!!! July 14 God is the waythat day i spoke to one friend from China,when the chat was end, i was so so sad i even want to cry out. there is one reason i was like that. because i try to talk to him about Jesus Christ. but he do not want listen to me. he is argue with me. and at end he just tell me he do not care about heaven or hell or Lord. he just care about his life in this world and this time. i am sad even now.i realise many people just could not give up their life for Christ, they think they will loose everything they own. but they never know we loose it's the thing that satan control us, and with Christ we can have much much better life. cause He will give us the eternal life and enteral joy. that's not money can buy from this world. the peace we feel each day and love we see from other people's eyes encourage your life while you are in this world. His love truely set us free. the freedom is very important to everyone. to you maybe u will say no. but to me is yes. i pray everyday for my friend that refuse to accept Jesus.i just wish all off them even the people in this world realise the Heaven and Hell are really exist, so be ware of that maybe you will go to Hell just because you do not know our Lord Jesus Christ. i am teling you now, before it's too late, make up your mind to let Christ enter your heart and mind, becasue surely He is coming soon, soon then we respect.
Jesus love you just as who you are! so come to Jesus as who you are! i am also not a perfect person, i used to horrible things against my love ones and even myself. but Jesus accept me and He use His blood wash out all my sins. i am a better person now,not yet perfect. but i am willing to do that for Our Lord Jesus Christ. sometimes we stuck in the past we used to sin. but do not worry about your past, that's the only thing that satan keep you back to him, but Jesus told us--look forward and walk to His light, He will lead us out of darkness, so do not worry, LORD CAN HANDEL EVERYTHING!THERE IS NOTHING TO HARD TO THE LORD!give your trouble to the lord and He will help you go through everything.HALLELUJAH!give the best praise to our Almighty God, our Heavenly Father!
那天和我的朋友聊天，很难过，因为他不想去接受我们的主耶稣。哎有些人不知道天堂和地狱是真实存在的，他们不知道如果不认识耶稣还有不接受他，只有一条路就是下地狱，在地狱里有多少人后悔没有接受耶稣。可是活在世上的人一直也不知道，每天还是在作恶，不知道悔改。我很伤心，我希望世界上每个人都被耶稣挽救，但是人们太多的留恋世界上的物质生活了，但是他们不清楚这一切都是我们的神造的。而且对于金钱的迷恋是我们的成了金钱的奴隶，永远也逃不出撒旦的魔掌。但是耶稣基督可以拯救我们，放弃你的生活，不是说你就会一无所有，而是通过耶稣基督你的灵魂得到永生，在你接受耶稣的天国还有他的教益之后，所有你想要的一切都会夹道你的身上。甚至比你要求的还要多。耶稣基督是博爱的，他关怀我们每一个人，哪怕我们是不完美的，但是他用他的爱感化了我们坚硬的心，使我们看到希望，使我们的走出黑暗。我希望所有的人现在都要下决心与撒旦断开联系，和耶稣基督一起有个新的生活，做天国的公民。跟着耶稣基督一直朝着光明走。主啊！我们赞美您！哈里路呀！！我的兄弟姐妹，如果你想寻找耶稣基督，答案在启示录第三章，20条。耶稣基督很快就要来临，比我们预想的要快，请做好准备不要后悔！耶稣爱你！！！ July 08 He is everything耶稣是我们的一切Every time I think about our Lord Jesus, my eyes just full of tears. I feel so lucky to know Him, I never feel one moment regret. It’s the feeling you find the most amazing things in your life ever, Our Lord Jesus is amazing God, He is everything you can imagine. Sometimes I also want to say, He is cool!!! In my life I just want Him, He is everything in my life, in my future Like a song sing Forever is the time I want to give myself to you Jesus Christ He is the forever light on my path way When He lives in you, the peace is forever You never want to be sad. Because He fulfills your heart with forever joy. He is everything we need for Lift your hand to Him Seek the kingdom of God See the truth in your life in this world, The kingdom will be in you, You will enter the kingdom of God. Do not be afraid, For God is our savior There is nothing we can fear about Follow the light of Jesus Christ give us You will find new strength New Life!
每当想起你我的主耶稣 我总是了泪眼满眶 生活的复杂没有使我迷失方向，我没有后悔跟随你的每一分钟 因为有了耶稣这个世界最好的礼物，我别无所求 我们的主耶稣是这个世界上最大的奇迹 他是你可以想象的一切 他是一切！！ 耶稣好酷！ 他是我的一切我的未来 如果可以我愿意以我的一生来跟随他 永远是我愿意服侍他的时间 他是我道路的指明灯 当他住到你的心里，你会感到无比的平静 你永远不会伤心，你的心里会无比快乐 他是你所需要的一切 把你的手交给主 朝着天国而去 看到这个世界真实的一面 天国在你的心里因为耶稣在你的心里 进入天国得到永生 不要害怕 因为耶稣是我们的救世主 这个世界没有什么我们可以惧怕 跟随耶稣给我们的灯光 你会发现自己有新的力量 新的生活！ June 29 Jesus love you 耶稣爱你The Lord made a such peaceful day yesterday. sometimes life always full of hard time because the evil never stop to make this world miserable, But the Lord step in our life and give us the new strength, make us the best superhero to fight against the evil.
昨天，主耶稣 使我度过了一个平静的日子。有时生活充满艰辛和困苦，是因为恶魔撒旦从来没有停止让这个世界充满罪恶与痛苦。但是，主耶稣走进我们的生活，他给了我们力量，使我们变成一个超级英雄，可以与恶魔抗衡。
I am willing to do everything for Him, even will lose my life,because Jesus make me became a person for the world's need not for my selfish need.
我愿意为主耶稣做任何事，甚至于失掉我的性命，因为主耶稣把我变成了一个为世界的需要而活的人，而不再是为我自己自私的理想而活的人。
my sister and brothers in this world, never be sad if ur friend or your family left you just because you want to have life with Jesus, because Jesus will give you a new family that everyone in that family will love you,care about you, because all our blood fulfill Jesus's blood, His blood wash our sin away so we can live a life light, no more pain.
世界各地的兄弟姐妹，不要为你的朋友和家人远离你而伤心，只是因为你想为耶稣而活，因为主耶稣会给你一个新家庭，每个家庭成员会爱你关心你，因为我们的血液里融入了主耶稣的血，他的血液洗净了我们所有罪恶，这样我们才可以生活的轻松和不再有痛苦。
when i accept Jesus to my heart, i look at this world in a different perspective, i feel sorry for all the people suffer in this world, i feel i have the responsibility to let all the people know from this world, Jesus love you , Jesus never leave you alone. If you suffer He suffer more with you.Just hold on give your hands to Jesus,He will take you through the darkness into the new life full of light and Joy.
当我接受主耶稣到我的心里，我看到这个世界也是不同的眼光了，我觉得很伤心，因为很多人都痛苦的生活着，我觉得我有责任让所有的人都知道，耶稣爱你，耶稣从来不会丢下一一个人。如果你痛苦，他比你更痛苦。所以坚持住，把你的手给主耶稣，他会带你走出黑暗，走入光明和快乐的新生活。
Just call upon for Jesus for help , HE will hear and come help you.
你只要抬头伸出双手，向主耶稣求救，他会听见而且会来救你。
June 27 worth read storyRobby's Night
True Story -- Worth Reading!!! At the prodding of my friends, I am writing this story. My name is Mildred Hondorf. I am a former elementary school music teacher from Des Moines, Iowa. I've always supplemented my income by teaching piano lessons-something I've done for over 30 years. Over the years I found that children have many levels of musical ability. I've never had the pleasure of having a prodigy though I have taught some talented students. However I've also had my share of what I call "musically challenged" pupils. One such student was Robby. Robby was 11 years old when his mother (a single Mom) dropped him off for his first piano lesson. I prefer that students (especially boys!) begin at an earlier age, which I explained to Robby. But Robby said that it had always been his mother's dream to hear him play the piano. So I took him as a student. Well, Robby began with his piano lessons and from the beginning I thought it was a hopeless endeavor. As much as Robby tried, he lacked the sense of tone and basic rhythm needed to excel. But he dutifully reviewed his scales and some elementary pieces that I require all my students to learn. Over the months he tried and tried while I listened and cringed and tried to encourage him. At the end of each weekly lesson he'd always say, "My mom's going to hear me play someday." But it seemed hopeless. He just did not have any inborn ability. I only knew his mother from a distance as she dropped Robby off or waited in her aged car to pick him up. She always waved and smiled but never stopped in. Then one day Robby stopped coming to our lessons. I thought about calling him but assumed because of his lack of ability, that he had decided to pursue something else. I also was glad that he stopped coming. He was a bad advertisement for my teaching! Several weeks later I mailed to the student's homes a flyer on the upcoming recital. To my surprise Robby (who received a flyer) asked me if he could be in the recital. I told him that the recital was for current pupils and because he had dropped out he really did not qualify. He said that his mother had been sick and unable to take him to piano lessons but he was still practicing "Miss Hondorf I've just got to play!" he insisted. I don't know what led me to allow him to play in the recital. Maybe it was his persistence or maybe it was something inside of me saying that it would be all right. The night for the recital came. The high school gymnasium was packed with parents, friends and relatives. I put Robby up last in the program before I was to come up and thank all the students and play a finishing piece. I thought that any damage he would do would come at the end of the program and I could always salvage his poor performance through my "curtain closer." Well, the recital went off without a hitch. The students had been practicing and it showed. Then Robby came up on stage. His clothes were wrinkled and his hair looked like he'd run an eggbeater through it. "Why didn't he dress up like the other students?" I thought. "Why didn't his mother at least make him comb his hair for this special night?" Robby pulled out the piano bench and he began. I was surprised when he announced that he had chosen Mozart's Concerto #21 in C Major. I was not prepared for what I heard next. His fingers were light on the keys, they even danced nimbly on the ivories. He went from pianissimo to fortissimo. >From allegro to virtuoso. His suspended chords that Mozart demands were magnificent! Never had I heard Mozart played so well by people his age. After six and a half minutes he ended in a grand crescendo and everyone was on their feet in wild applause. Overcome and in tears I ran up on stage and put my arms around Robby in joy. "I've never heard you play like that Robby! How'd you do it? " Through the microphone Robby explained: "Well Miss Hondorf . . . Remember I told you my Mom was sick? Well, actually she had cancer and passed away this morning And well . . She was born deaf so tonight was the first time she ever heard me play. I wanted to make it special." There wasn't a dry eye in the house that evening. As the people from Social Services led Robby from the stage to be placed into foster care, noticed that even their eyes were red and puffy and I thought to myself how much richer my life had been for taking Robby as my pupil. No, I've never had a prodigy but that night I became a prodigy. . . Of Robby's. He was the teacher and I was the pupil for it is he that taught me the meaning of perseverance and love and believing in yourself and maybe even taking a chance in someone and you don't know why. Robby was killed in the senseless bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City in April of 1995. If God didn't have a purpose for us. We wouldn't be here hard time but i trust Godit's hard time, it's past time my family into a trap and now we must pay fot that trap.to face plenty evil people.
when i get the phone call from the evil people,i was sad and worry,but that moment i only can think it's God.
i cry out to our Lord, jus one moment He make my heart so peaceful, not panic not sad but peace!
i thank Him for what He done to me.it's not easy when you face the bad situation, but if you keep your faith on God, He will save you from the bad situation.
always remeber that tomorrow will be better,because God suffer with us,and He want to save us from every bad situation. i love Him and i trust Him.i know He will fight for my war against the evil people. Lord you are my light and salvation whom shall i be afraid.
i thank God help me make my heart peace. Love the Lord with all your heart all your soul all your mind,you will be joy forever! you will see miracles. June 26 Be ready for God all the timeFrom China and arrive here South Africa, it's almost 4years,now look back, i never thought i was a bad child,i always thought why everyone do this to me,what's their problem. now when i was with our God Jesus,i see the truth how bad i was when i was young.i always thought i was a perfect child in all people's eyes. now i know finally know i was wrong all the time. if my friend never send me the message to my mom and maybe i still live in a life full of evil and never regret. my friend show me who is Jesus and His great love, and that love changes me inside out. i thank Jesus come to my life to my family change me let me became a person i can really speak out my heart. no more mask no more pain in my heart, sometimes i even cant describ how happy i am to know Jesus and To receive His love from heaven.before i always think why i should be suffering in this country and now i realise God made me here so i can know Him,he has purpose on my life. He told my friend He need my family.i always feel amazed that God would really love me not because i am good person but a sinner.But He really love me, and this Love no one in this world can give me and that Love is my light lead me out of my darkness, bring me to a new life.i just wish i can always live under God's mercy forever and tell the whole world that He is Good He is love. sometimes some people will not believe me when i say so. but they just need a faith all the time,and keep faith on God all the time,then you will see miracles in your life all the time,you will be amazed too see that How Great our God is!actually just a matter of time when you receive God's message dot be afraid of that,it's not to break your life, but to build a new life that full of love and kindness and full of joy!One day u will receive the gift from God,He will come to you and live in you! June 21 Forever Loveeverytime i ask myself what kind of Love i want----my answer is forever
but before i find it's hard to say someone love you forever when they say so
but now i wanna say i find the Forever Love
it's really exist---that's the Love from Almighty God
He love me so much
but i wanna tell u it's that He loves everyone in this world
but i was sad when someone tell me he do not know our God,
he dot not know JESUS.
i can say they know who is evil, because we live a life with Evil,not lovely God
My DEAR Friends, Now it's TIME you MUST know OUR HEAVENLY FATHER
HE IS GREAT AND HE IS CUTE HE IS KIND HE IS LOVENESS AND HE IS EVERTHING WE CAN IMAGINE IN THIS WORLD
IT'S TIME TO LET THE EVIL GO!!!!!!GO AWAY FROM OUR HEART AND MIND AND SOUL
FUlFIL YOUR HEART WITH GOD'S LOVE WITH JOY WITH MERCY WITH GRACE..
PRAISE THE LORD OUR ALMIGHTY GOD..
NB---
REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!
GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US,BECAUSE HE LOVE US SO MUCH HE DOT WANNA LEAVE US HIS CHILDREN!!! June 06 keep your faith on GodGod is everywhere,
He is in our life,everyday life.
Everyone live on earth please put your faith on him,
Surrender to him, and depend on him
keep your faith,
God can do everything for our life,
Just keep your faith on him.
Love God ---Because God love us so much.
Keep your faith on him,
whenever you have trouble,
just Call him for Help,
he will come and help you,
and make your life peaceful.
it's simple---just keep your faith on him,trust him,lve him and obey him.surrender to him,
and He will give you everything that your heart desires.
KEEP FAITH ON GOD!!!!!!
May 22 headacheheadache........````mom just get the mission from my grandmom ..i must look for boyfriend...feel sorry for myself.i just cant get a person want to be my boyfriend.haha..life is funny..and also i like someone but jus feel like he deserve someone better in his life.so i choose to be alone.and i dot know what to do.my mom jus talk to me every min on my ear i must look for boyfriend...i jus so sad..why should i look one now..i have been alone for a long time.i am not in a rush yeah i am old,still single. but my life is great now,even i want to get married,but i must find a person want to be with me for his whole life. and i want to find someone really cares about me.haha..it's hard to say..haha..time flies but i think god know the answer and god will lead the person to me.thank god thank lord...may god bless everyone. May 18 that momenti am busy reading my bible(niek send me for a gift)it's long and it's nice.but the nice thing for me every time he come to my place teach me more about bible. sometimes i am so moved.yeah if love life cant really happen in my life,a friend is the best gift of my life now. jus wish time can stop there when we say goodbye.it's hard hard for me to let him go,i always feel he is going far away.it makes me sad.haha..life is funny and my life even worse.haha..but now i have something on my mind go to church read bible..work life is fully planed.haha it's good..keep myself busy..forever..haha.. May 13 god is on my sidetoday i went to the church with my friend niek,this is my first time in my life into church,yeah it's differnt from my mind,coz i think it's like the movie,haha,..but it's modern,and they have band sing the song i sing with them,it's very strange coz all the time i just wanna cry,it's very strange feeling,i pray for my grandmother,and this time i am so happy,and also the people there are so freindlly and father also try to help and all the people put up the hands to help one lady have problem, all the people there are lovely and they are believing in god.this is nice and i know i will join them and follow god to worship him.i am happy niek show me the way to god,i wanna thank him and may god bless him! April 27 i stand outsidelife is a circle. whenever i found someone, i always feel that i stand outside other people's circle. maybe it's real life, no one want to take me into their circle.so i feel like i am always alone, and stand outside to watch other people inside the circle. it's sad sad feeling. but it happen in my life. maybe i am not perfect at all. my instinct always tell me the true feeling. it's very strange feeling, i wish someone want to take my hands. but it's quite hard when someone always push me outside his circle......i always tell myself it does not matter..it's ok..be strong..but i am not happy when someone want to push me outside their circle..
long distance is jus a fairy tales to me. i always wish someone can run to me jus because i want one hug.it's hard i know. so i am sad..
but life is jus like this....c'est la vie April 23 god love meeven i am a buddist, but i feel the love from the god.from my friend's eyes.i see the love.maybe i never feel this kind of love before, i feel it's so special to me. i walk from yesterday to today.be honest to myself, i dot know where i belong, and i really dot know where i should find my love.my life is journey but in the same time it laso like a rollercoaster, up and down. sometimes tears just cant be hold in my eyes, but i try i try to smile to all the eviles, i try to fight for my life. just sometimes there is no one can really understand me, someone can really be my side, say to me i will be there for u and i will always be there for you..yesterday i stay until late to come home, i enjoy my friend on my side, just give me such special feeling that he is there, he is with me, i feel the love from god.i feel the love god try to send to me.i am not happy these days but it's jus because my friend is on my side , and i feel so weak and want to cry out, it has been long time, i told myself i can't cry.but i cry out, i feel myself it's stupid, i feel myself it's not a strong person anymore. but i must be strong wherever i am.it's hard to say what i will find in my life and what i will be in future, but i am ok, i am really ok..i hope god know , i am not angel but i want to be like angel and i want to be perfect.. April 20 i hold my tears this timei jus hold my tears this time.i fool around myself this time. and now i am so clear.i follow my heart this time.i made right decision.i am right this time.but i jus can not speak any more.no more words.i make my face face to the sky, i hold my trars.but this is the first time i feel i am strong enough to hold it back my tears.i am brave i am brave this time..i dot know where i gonna be but i know i am alright..i will be ok..i hold my tears this time..
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